:: voidsmith ::

:: Friday, October 12, 2012 ::

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my feel
Before writing this

I’d told some
people my
story

It’s December 27
2011 Grateful
that

even
though it
was time to

sleep I flew
home for
another

marred
Christmas Probably
Angels There’s probably

some small shit
still but
you

know
what happens
now and that’s

alrite I can
hear the
sky

falling too I
have right
now

I sat there
and told
my

friend
how I
felt I tried

to
channel overwhelming
emotions I kept

the
rhythm for
several Summers after

I tried to
channel overwhelming
emotions

In
the last
year or 3

I’ve
screamed at
clouds in the

sky
for some
explanation I feel

like
a free
man Sleep I

would
often share
with him I

won’t forget you
My loved
ones

are
everything to
me here I

know I’m only
brave because
you

were
and how
we’ve both changed

and stayed the
same I
sat

there
and told
my friend how

I
felt That
dance went on

I
kept the
rhythm for several

Summers
after It
was my first

love I’m grateful
for you
Most

of the day
I’d see
him

and his girlfriend
was waiting
for

him upstairs Everyone
of you
knows

who
you are
He wouldn’t tell

me for years
All wanting
to

be seen touched
heard paid
attention

to
I’ve never
had more respect

for life and
living than
I

have a window
seat For
peace

of mind to
rain like
Manna

somehow
I struggled
to master myself

and
my emotions
Now imagine being

thrown
from a
cliff These are

the folks I
wanna thank
from

the
floor of
my heart I

realized too much
too quickly
It

was late and
his silence
until

it was never
alone as
much

as
I still
do sometimes I

never was My
loved ones
are

everything
to me
here I took

the breaths and
carried on
and

we were I
was still
in

my
car telling
myself It was

my first love
I’m grateful
for

you Thanks to
my first
love

it was malignant
There’s probably
some

small
shit still
but you know

what I mean
I flew
home

for
another marred
Christmas It’s Winter

now 

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...

Presentiment V

I

derers:
the high-rigged
at and The

the rustle never
wide Than
that

is sits wintry
that resolv'd,
rain,

sits
lone, Receives
frozen down dear;

You clear father
shadow glow
father,

rests sweeps field;
How me
Will

wind,
The Would
and toil brow.


II

The the Threatens
Lady going
I

soon Hark! wind.
I how
that

my I winter's
nature's bright
that

PHILIP,
too arrayed
details all Enter

lord,
murder'd father's
father, away, The

glow
garden and
verses father, thought

faith--
believing a
succeed. tell you

Till presage ... Such
see something
such

talks unproven. Gentle
broad drifted
Beulah's

her now; ... My
hill. ' ; truly
What


III

let to in
the closely
and

drearoi, for dream.
The own
and

your for understand
let hedge,
at

lay o'ercasts for
the The
upon

is
you, is
father, the shore.


IV

On I poem
and straight
altogether,

wear! I high-rigged
previous along
thing


V

our field, your
to children
terrible

part. ' winter's to
Oh! of
my

unread,
For M.
you Indicative His

a his join brow,
field; How
shaded


VI

your for Indicative
thee. I'm
after

through
go, She
now; Her secondary

heaven
father's the
a let peace

empress me sadness
drear, Though
tractor

before
us them
glorious about to

sky; or his
I not
path,

Jane, wildly such
takes with
winged


VII

to The you've
or conception,
be ...


VIII

Let
let and
uses mien. ' and

follow has our
and moment,
the

but,
are by
Downward hours spoke,

cloud it blank
old, a
call


IX

a murder'd Has
alone; What
more;

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father, broke,
Heaven's would mien. ' ...


X

"Consider snow us
night presentiment
in

tranquil look the
come the You
it

for Did He
would Came
succeed.


XI

trace,
No the
to day hearth,

of altogether, me;
Our The
to

the kindred within.
hereafter whiten

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...

Presentiment IV

I

peace Would journey
you've Come
first


II

and
(for yet
Father of will

now Fades, sure,
They'll bound,
'T

a / the Some
conducting lone,
Receives and and

of for and
all his
grey;


III

O summer us
the before
will

gone.
whiten uses
rest, journey wrote


IV

high;
not upon
Jane, mur a

high; takes fear,
fades rough /
lord,

unproven.
be.' '
they feeling on


V

hither,
word; previous
its the resistant


VI

glorious
a is ...
both again." of

with sky bound, 'T
is on
my

along poem again.
Ere Ere
be

driving down Again
murmur soon
gone.


VII

the /
call cannot
leaf Heard o'erhang

while,
And sadness
the poem; upon

worlds guilt spoke,
along lain,
' '


VIII

around,
defining high-rigged
nightly snow horned

let
Emma, dreary
shake think grow;

short
now; The
of me so

body, of we
away O'er
shall

good your future's
Jane, understand
Scarce

that wear! sat
gone. I've
o'er

Beulah's
or is
not brow. The

sit "Nay, summer
cannot bound,
'T

yet
father's soon
lord, sense see

bier
rests ... No ?
for uses one,


IX

sit let down ...
His and
sleap


X

worlds the reach
hear No!
down

beating wide Than
plot one
to

old,
to this
This ANGELA months

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...

Presentiment III

sailing and ne'er
I too
high;

the
shake sit
"Hush, / green; All

verses /
sits In !
happen, Body grow;

call peace late
sit rather
The

shower; A beating
such drear '
sense

never
if, Ere
Hark! more, For

Jane:
My expresses
this my nor

tresses the father,
even upon
"Nay,

truly months murder'd
no both
let

such again. Ere
no a ...
"Consider

grateful
A ties
a are down

Again long, brow.
She's broad
wander

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...

Presentiment II

I

that giant south
will "Presentiment"
the

Close particular us ;
clouds comes
they

conception,
at ... A
white Eternity Which

to child this
part. ' dense
let

by dye. Jane
trace, No
definition

frame empress ANGELA
us That
a

yelping breed of
you, when
fearful

day.
afflicted brow,
the ? Full fly!"

is mute ? Full
But now
Fades,


II

the /
months a
thunder Come is

while loss. a
The fills
are

and o'er sentiment,
within. while,
And

expresses will murmur
glory fearful
Eternity

Which foreboding, are
not. her
father,


III

not envious, his
brow. The
The

confused Oh! hang
bring is
presage


IV

drifted they winter's
suns mute
long

ties ' Well dark:
the rests
are

Till thoughts ... that
know And
pastures

lonely mark gate
Enter and ...
This

garden
me: My
my the yelping


V

I long not
be winter's
some


VI

ear will that
how a
Hark!

rain wane as
their coming
brow.

The is be
conducting down
on

Emma's my abide again."
will firebolt
thinking


VII

SISTER,
this far
them will part.


VIII

' I
a his
like in Jane,

scowls lone, Receives
His broke,
us


IX

And
' ' south
long sit would

a may his
on days
chair,

Come, Here, a
shake never
Indicative


X

Dickinson fly!" We'll
she the
father

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...

Presentiment

I

a horrid father's
with wrote
conducting

worlds with by
the the
of

more;
She will
have "Presentiment"

thinking are joy
... presentiment. they
father, ....

stile, Alone a
of fades
gleam,

And or was
yet my
long

Arm The altogether,
be bier
tell

and a along
by together ! ?
Full

one
hills long
sense its November

reach some are
the the
storm

chair,
Come, her
of will That

not her ties
be on
away

O'er
hearth, frozen
sit me the

like sister's then
Eternity Which
tresses

how no child;
is poem;
us


II

is dear That
and must
in

wings glow your
peaceful children
wax

night
His join
dark no poems

can And, thee.
I'm the
no;


III

You grim whiten
even is
winter's

gone,
would she
SISTER, the in

Close
not see,
' ' lord, tractor with

I these even
And, again
see

bound,
'T is
both

of o'er days
concealed,
Ev'n

sit of head;
think ne'er
Jane


IV

is fireside meaning,
winter's at
hills

And hedge, "Nay,
by both
now

Fades,
on A
beating wide Than

Jane, at shadow.
on swept
not

poem;
Till Jane,
of hereafter and

all a sits
follow black
of forebodings murder'd ...

gone,
his And
again, But hearth

mark
O, a
details the child;"

gloom;
They down
Eternity Which you've

that are with
the sense
you, ...


V

Let cloud Ere
no to
follow

wc
brings the
talks me. face,

All there memory
metaphors The
fflicted

tractor metaphors darkly
soul, it
terrible

for me Will
mur Eden's
long

ties wind, The
metaphors us
verses

is number Ere
year, Though
hereafter

happen, return together
the you've
both

wind, The of
derers: me
too

us mute ... but,
Much. no
even

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